much Ado about nothing

it has come to my attention, that the finale of gossip girl was very very very.. confused. it was kind of how i felt after the sopranos finale.. and im looking at the tv for the last ten minutes going... HUH???????????????????

first. lily picks bart. why? why? when obviously all she wants to do is rip off the gown anf get dirty with the rockstar(classic) lol. but she does the brave thing? cowardly thing? right thing? of going ahead with the wedding. wait. acceptable thing? ok. ill get over it.

dan and serena. and georgina. did they? didnt they? they didnt !! he never simplified it into a kiss as an explanation, and miss daisy sunflower was running around evading the topic altogether. ah so she lied. he's been widely acknowledged as The most judgemental person after all!! so. word to the wise: get over it.

i think the writers just had to end with a twist so this was their lame cover up for not having a good enough reason to break these kids up.

durr.

and what was all that with vanessa and nate? i see a conspiracy to break apart the "perfect couple" and keep the parts for later use. ah. thats the only part of next season im looking forward to.

oh. and chuck and Blair. chlair. Bluck.lol. after that adorable dance and kiss to a panic'd return to his old ways, they went and ruined it with FURTHER twists. any need?

on Ugly Betty, Season Finale's werent turning out much better. although they did have fun guests. and plot turns, nothing made me hold my breadth till next season.

is evryone still blurry from all the 3 week unemployment?

i still have greys and office, so... hopefully that will work its magic, Greys always knows how to turn it on.

btw. American idol. best finale ever!! David Cook Rocks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i would so have his babies.

xo

the becoming

i think, in the last episode of greys anatomy, i was meredith gray.

ive always been a fan of same sex love (Go California), but.. the whole story of dying before confessing love, and being open about who you love was just so universally true. whether we're scared to tell because we're scared of what society thinks, or we're scared of what our friends or parents will think, or worst, of what the person we love thinks, i think the most foolish reason to deny yourself love, is fear.

im a hypocrite. lets confess in the beginning. i like a boy, who lives down my road. ive liked him for four years now, and i will never have the guts to tell him. in my little closed up bubble i rely on tv and internet and movies and books, to help me forget. and it works really well.most of the time.

until john mayer sings "say".. and two soldiers are seperated forever before one could accept himself. and ... a hundred examples like it.

im fine until i realize that how much ever i watch ugly betty and gossip girl to escape reality, everyone is going through the same thing. and sometimes i have a good day and i forget about it. and i convince myself that im fine.

and then sometimes, the therapist on greys anatomy, looks deep into my soul, and calls me what i really am. a coward.

murder on the mind?

two of my favorite shows seem to deal with murder in a character's past. from the oddly disturbing Renee', real name rhonda, real name Gabrielle Union, on Ugly Betty, to the stunning Serena on Gossip Girl, there's something sinful about adding murder to your menu on a tv show. violence itself has always been a TV turn on, but with the added glamour of New York City... murder never looked so good.

Serena's blast from the past in the form of Buffy's Michelle Trachtenburg as Georgie is delectable as the evil ghost of Christmas past and im realizing that Serena, for all her good intentions is still figuring herself out and thats why she keeps making mistakes. her boring goody goody personality is finally developing an edge.

on the other hand, the best moment in ugly betty, most recent episode, is when Mrs Meade pinches Betty and says, WAKE UP!!!! a sentiment ive been sending to betty for a couple of weeks now, via some strongly worded brainwaves. i confess, i did sypathise when charlie had the baby and the light of realization struck betty, but i was super thrilled that she finally stopped being so annoyingly dense about the situation.

Hilda's new love interest, Coach Diaz (Eddie cibrian) i remember as Samantha's fleeting love interest on Samantha Who. he's cute :) Hilda needs a bit of happy, so fingers crossed that he sticks around.

Gossip girl really does move at the speed of lightning. theyve had more story lines and intrigues in one season than One Tree Hill has had ever! i've always though that teen shows seem to be braver with homosexuality anyway.

Dawson's Creek's Jack had the first gay kiss on cable and the recent confession of E. Van der Woodsen is another triumph of gay pride.

speaking of gay pride, Brothers and Sisters has the gorgeous Mathew Rhys falling in love with the cutest men! it makes you believe that all the cute men ARE gay. sigh.

anyway, im off to watch more tv, pass more comments, and search for my ipod, which seems to be hiding from me.

hello and welcome. The Introduction.

just because i dont do much doesnt mean i have limited interests. my throne(read:bed) is in close proximity to all that i need. the TV remote is on the night stand, the laptop right beside me, and my ipod, like the extra limb, is plugged into my ears. i know that i should include my phone because it seems to be the final touch in this cliche' but im really not a phone person. id rather text than talk, and thats what we have IM for. lol..
so i just sit around and comment on the latest shows, the gossip, the music im listening to and i surf youtube. my main connection to my friends is facebook. and i actually know my facebook friends ;) i havent met them online. if wierd al yankovich had a song about me, so many peopl would be able to relate.
so thats basically what the blog is about